~ long distance and over time ~

what would you describe a crush to be? ... maybe it could be certain that when you get the inital ' crush ' feeling you no it will never work out properly, but maybe im wrong. since hmmm last summer crushes in my life have accoured quite abit, i supose there harmless and i think every human being and even other animals such as ants and bees will have them. it did make me feel a slight bit horrible ... maybe it was because i was attached at the time, but the attachment wasnt very exciting, so my mind wandered to something a tad more intresting and well ... have a better fun factor. yes, i no ... please stop thinking im a cow... but when it gets to involved its to hard to get out. but alas im out of there now and im back to being well semmy single, no ill take it as fully single. and it seems that the crush feeling has returned. but like all the last times, i will keep my mouth closed and let the feeling wave itself away but ill injoy it as it happens.

i like how life has no rules, on loves and fears that you will come across in your life, no one knows really why we are here, and what the actully point is but we have figured out so far that is based on having experiences, we all get to have well hmmm sort of a wonderful time, even if its limited to dance and play out here on the surface on the earth, on the side of the rock, and thankfully, were not not sliding down to some bottom or being flug off the side of it as it spins and do - si dos around the galaxy, when was the last time you sat and thanked gravity for the rain or sky diving? ... the wonderful time is obviously introduced in so many different ways across the plains our parents and theirs before them set into motion where you would dance and how you might do it. from early on we became conditioned beings.

we are water and light and that is all this is why the dawn of spring moves us so flowers are nothing but water and light our food is solely water and light, granted you don't eat processed food in shiny and noisy packages. according to the human genome, everyone on this planet is 99.9% identical. only the slightest variation in our genes makes us appear different. we even rock the same chemical happenings in us as a banana. so even more specific, consider yourself in the tribe of the living the next time someone asks what you are or where you're from. using a town name or a race description is entirely political and is no longer needed. you are light.

so when you're out there this new season, making connections, sending love, experiencing rejection as well as romance, look to others with your light and welcoming gratitude and appreciation, and see them as doing the best they can with the light they've got. and maybe throw them out a smile.