~ bernard ~

how nice is still plain silence, the slience that comforts your ears and your soal from the busy noises from the world, it helps you think, a noise and music influence you in what you write in a blog, where as silence .... silence is the thing that lets your own mind write what it needs to without being influenced by some person singing away in your ears, or the noise of some council estate scummer arguing who should keep the baby named something like chantel charlie star angel, who will have greggs pasties all over there face and down there front, on the telly.

why is there so much rubbish on the television, people are brain washing there children and themselves watching it so much, if your not learning something really remotely intresting, or something that has a slight humour basis why oh why is it on there?
the chat shows that draw the nations heads that really contain actors instead of real life trivia, to the pointless shit that is put on the telly to take up space like eastenders, which i have to say i do watch now and again, but threw sheer boredem, which i no will rott my brain.

it feels like the times when i used to lay on the sofa with my dopy dog and just let my over active mind take over and fill me in on what its been thinking over latley. i miss it, i used to talk to him about things even though i new really, he didnt understand a word i was saying, god bless him, he was great, you would talk to him then relises on where you where going wrong on things, or relises things you hadnt before. he was a mutant for his kind, he was so big he could have been a pony, he did really need a stable. this time though, my over active mind feels a bit tamer, and its just seeing the things it needs to ease upon, it must be the silence, i think its doing it good.

the weird and strange conversations that get brought up at work, developed into people and there jobs, and the stereotypes, everyone is ranked by there job description, if you work in the lower end of the career ladder your inteligence is low, your not worthy to be spoken to by someone say ... at the higher end of the career ladder, but why is this? you actully find that people that work in a day to day normal middle class job have more brains and common sense that the suited and stripped fancy hair people. i think im going to wonder about it for a bit.

i spent about an hour with my remaining nephew, and i now have a broken watch, how come everything you have that is nice to you get wreked by kids, seriously think about it, they love to break things, but not just anything ... there devious, they no what they need to do and they wont stop until there mission is complete! bless his cotton hair the little fucker! he will be purchasing me a nice new one even if he has to porn his own possesions.

why does rain fall in droplets? why not in a big block if gravity is so forceful. how can so much water that is so heavy just stay up there until its ready, i shud fall like a waterfall all in one go, least you wouldnt get the rain that spits, its wud just be WATER ... then sun again. hmmmm i might drop a suggestion into the local tescos.