~ grape ~

i love made up love song #43 by the guillemots, i dont no what it is about the song but its ace, its one of the songs that the louder it is, the better it sounds. ive ended up hookin ma subs and amp back up and it makes it sound like it should, i dont think you can get the best outa a tune unless you have it on the right system. the sounds clearer and better. it makes me remember why i got them. im gettin back into my music stuff again and im sick of listen to it on a normal hi fi, the sounds crap unless you have a proper system and i think ive spent most of the mornin settin my subs and amp up properly and you can tell the sounds quality straight away. i think im guna spend the rest of my day locked in my room listenin to gud stuff.

i love you through sparks and shining dragons,i do,
now there's poetry, in an empty coke can.
I love you through sparks and shining dragons,i do,
now there's majesty, in a burnt out caravan.
you got me off the paper round, just sprang out of the air,
the best things come from nowhere,i love you, i don't think you care.

i love you through sparks and shining dragons,
i do,and the symmetry in your northern grin
I love you through sparks and shining dragons, i do,
i can see myself in the refill litter bin.

you got me off the sofa, just sprang out of the air,
the best things come from nowhere, i can't believe you care.

im tired and i think iv taken it out on the wrong people, you relises afterwards how much of a prat you are, and its sorta to late to then hold your tounge from the shit you speak. you relises that if you had of held it in once your tiredness had gone you would relise how stupid it actully was if you had ov said it, but i did it the other way round but relised after i said itthat it was a stupid thing to say. i wish you could sorta erase the things like that then they wouldnt be there. but i supose everyones a prat once in a while .... lets hope so lol.

ive sorta relised im to much of a push over again, and i no its gotta change again, im chilled now, im more totally laid back and it good but i still need to say no to things but ive found myself saying yes just to make everyone happy, i shouldnt do it and neither should anyone else, im the person that normaly says things to people like that and im not takin notice ov my own advice. but i now have... and i no why i used to. so tonight, im not going to town, for the reasons why i dont want to go of its full of nob head pervs, its to expensive, and i crnt be bothered! so now, im not going to be sitting there with the fake smile and wishing so much in my mind i wasnt there, and hoping the people i was there with would vanish or have duck tape over there mouth, instead ive said NO, and im happy i have : )