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i think i found the words i wanted to say the other day, but i have forgotten them, oh well, i think they will come to me when im sitting in a strange place, maybe on the bus or at a carboot sale, i havent been to a carboot sale in years, i love looking at peoples old junk, i like being nosey, and seeing what people have in there house is great its like you have been invited to look at all there things, you wonder why the fuck people get certain things, then somethings you ask yourself why dont you have it already?! ... everyone brings them paste tables you use to put your wallpaper on when your decorating, the ones where the legs arnt straight and the table wobbles, or somehow people have the school dinner tables, i wanna no where they get them from?, maybe car boot sales? the thing i hate about them tho, is the old teddys, the ones where you no someone has has it in there mouth, and the fur is all matted with some strange brown substance that puzzles you what it actully is, i think they should be band and maybe binned?.
you get good book bargins, the old tatty book are normally the best though, the ones that look like they have been in the ground and time team have dug them up. i like the people that take there 500 children, they all have about a pound to spend and they walk out with bags full of stuff there not actully going to use. then the little old women wonder round getting things that are actully worth a few hundred quid that they pick up for about 2.50 that they have haggled down from about a fiver and when they die and there auctioned off for millions, the old woman will end up leaving it to her next door neigbours dog called barney.

people here all have love problems, my brother is now in the middle of a fight with his cheating girlfriend which annoys me, which would to anyone i guess, ive had it happen to me and i wouldnt wish it upon anyone, but its weird, were both in the middle of a family arguement, then randomly he will come and talk to me about it and tell me whats been going on and whats been said, i think we both really wanna put this family thing to the side, i do, but its something you dont really say, you think. then other people around me seem to be having a few problems, but why do people always come to me to have a moan about it? its not really something i want to talk about with them, i feel bad for them, i wouldnt sorta wish shit like that upon anyone, but i dont want to be dragged down with it. i supose its the best time to look outa the window and think about thinks like how do they get the ship in the little bottles? and if there are borrowers in your scurtin boards.