~ cornet ~

i wont resist the small annoying niggling things that bug you in ways that are so stupidly high, when you refresh your brain to them a strange yet overwhemled feelings.. i duno if thats the right way to put it, but a strange feelings yeh, reminds yourself of how much its hads got to you, it will shake off soon but i wish like a bed sheet you could just shake it off whenever you wanted.
but the annoying thing, well the thing thats bothering me, its sort of has already been solved it was all along, but my mind isnt happy with the problem to start with, i dont no whether its my self concious, confidence, jelousy, or what ever you call things a bit like that, but mines a bit strong. questions should be asked but they shouldnt, but i should shut up about it.

have you ever seen your life from the outside? like from another person that reminds you ov yourself in so many ways?... or have you ever wanted to?. i came face to face with an abnormal person to me that reminded me of ... yes youve got it me. i suddenly disliked the person, i think because i dont like many people but also because you dont want to be reminded of who you are, well who you were. was a bit of an eye opener i do say! but its nice to look and relise you not that person anymore and that you have something better with you life. but i dont like my shelter gone, its sort of like im exposed to the suns full rays and now and again im a bit scared and want to find a nice rock to crawl under, like earlier with the small mind thinking item, i felt like i should have just found that comfort zone, but it wasnt there .... but im fine! im gud ... and thats a great thing.

lets just all raise a toast to the motorway patrol