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on a bored off sper moment i decided to take a look back at my ex's blog to just see how it was going, just curiosity really, nothings changed, its still all bitter hatered about everything he can moan about, but i have to say, i moan, i moan ALOT but i seem to always get a let of valve that seems to make my day. im happy im out of what we had, even though it was good, i couldnt sit with someone that seemed depressed for the rest of my life, i need laughter and more than just a drinking session at the pub to make my night and a good debate to make my lifestyle at least bareable.
he seems to have dicovered cars, but i bet he still doesnt no how they work or how to actully drive them in the correct way, not just the way you get taught when your doing your driving lessons, it can take years to get a skill and i dont think he will be the one who could handle a 4 litre over 100mph to even start with, it was my child hood, racing and driving as much as i could, and to be honest it still is. so instead im just sitting with a grin on my face. its like a school kid thats just discovered what everyone else is going on about and now wants a bit of the action to fit in. top gear has nice cars, they always have done and the presenter know how to drive them, but come on, do you no anything more about a car than what they say on top gear and there review on the internet? ... noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooopes : ) these people wouldnt no what to do with a good car and a track, they would put ther foot down with a look on there face as though there cool as fuck but would rap it and die, and id laugh watching. dream young fuckers you will never be a real petrol head.

i feel like i have changed in what i have wrote in my blogs, maybe i havent but to myself it feels like ive sort of had a turn around, things seem to look up now, and down bits seem to always have an upwards direction to them instead of just looking into a darker pit that i was headed towards. but looking back at his seems like nothing has changed, yet i seem to yawn, its like having a conversation with my grandad reading it. maybe its because he is deeply intrested in politics, and i find living my life as it is more intresting? .... everyones different right.
i didnt think it would take 3 weeks to get over someone, it shocked myself and my friends, but im happy its all it took, im respecting what i have just come across and how laugher is something important and how wooooooooooor rodlet is something far more than speical than ive ever had.

things were good ... but now there really good. i think for everyone.