~ wot the ... ~

ever had the feeling when you wake up in the morning and you think, i want to rewind time, be sober and relive it? .... thats my morning. my night ended up me doing something i didnt expect, roddey was asleep most of the night then came round with his mate clev, which in other words already spells out disaster in huge letters in my head, but me being me i eased up to the idea and thought what the heck just come round and ill see what i can get hold of, to my good but also bad advantage i got a decent amount and we all proceeded round to my getto. as the night went on, the drink was flowing well aswell as the smoke, and my head lifted, my arms were tingly and i new i was in the clam state of mind, totalllly chilled.
sounds ok tho huh? .... well, as the night when on we decided to call up a mate to see if he wanted to come round, thumbs up and he came, but he had already been in the pub since 3, bad idea when its now half 11, so the night went on, and he decided before he got in roddeys car he would be sick, but no, not just the normal way people do, he does projectile vomiting, not nice on your ears i must say, when i hear someone being sick it make smy stomach churn. so i started to worry, i had drank a good few bottles of wine, and my stomach was now telling me the sounds my ears were hearing were making it sqwerm. so roddey clev and ben piled in the car with me and joanna standing at the gate, just as he was about to drive away.... blah i was sick at the bottom of the step, i was thinking to myself shit, i look fuckin ace here, roddey just stopped the car and looked at me being sick, i finally got the words of ... why are you looking at me being sick?! out of my mouth. what a night i must say, im so imbaressed the only thing im thinking of is, i bet its put him off me with being sick, im a fuckin stupid twat ive got to say. but life throws what it wants at you, i supose its just the way you deal with them that you have to worry about. i think ill stick some chill out tunes on and have a ciggarette.