~ datalife ~

i made the big mistake of opening my window just now, i let the cold roll into my room, it didnt even have the curtosey to knock before coming into my room, it just rolled in and filled my room with a thick layer of ice, and made itself at home. ive come to the conclusion of if i type then my fingers should defrost nicely. i think i need a new window though, the seal that is suposed to keep all the damp out of the double glazed window seems to have failed its job misseribly over the past few months i think its time to sack it, and look for a new employee. i think interviews will take place on wednesday, i better start advertising.

but forget the window its not what iv came to write about, ill survive the cold with my duvet and body fat i am so despratly trying to get off, i think the starvation diet might take place for a week or too, god it annoys me so much, i think if i chop my wrist off and get a special claw! i can be thin again, or even to a state were self confidence is on the horizon, i think ill book an oppointment tomorow and see what batterys these claws take to do there thing.

why does the human race never learn a lesson which is so easy to learn? . . . since we were brought into this world we were given the instinct to not really trust the oppoisite sex in this blue and green planet we call earth unless we no there decent, or to piss the one we love well the one we " love " off, its not really worth it in the long run, and ither which way it works a stab in the back normaly ocurs to even the scores, ... but listen up everyone .... just stick to the common sense of the human realtionship rules which should be built into all of us minus the unfortunate mentally disabled people that live on council estates with there mass of plastic gold jelwery, sorry i wont stereotype, its not like i actully no what there realtionships are like, for all i no they could be the most caring and loveing people around, but from what i see which i try not to alot there quite a strange race in themselves. but back to the point ... i seem to drift sum what...
why do people stay with each other when they must blatently not be happy, why would you cheat on someone you " love "... you therefore obviously dont love them in the way they say they do, thats whats always bugged my brain, why do people cheat on someone? or even talk to someone else out of the realtionship in a " flirtacious, leading on, loving" way... if you do... your not happy in a realtionship or your not getting what you want, so why are you in it? why dont you just leave it, its resolves the problem and the other person doesnt get hurt in the way that could hurt even more. . . . ahhhhh.... why do i bother, no why does it bother me that much? i hope its because i have the decentcey not to do such a thing, or it could be the fact that i have unfortunalty experienced it myself?... but lets not talk about that, infact, i dont want to talk about past realtionships ever again, in my blog and outside my blog, they just bring back things you dont want to think about, even for other people, i think they can sometimes effect another person more than yourself, but they can make you relises what your better off without.

that felt nice... i feel clensed and hmmmm slightly like my shoulders are lighter... god blogger i love you, i love you more than wotsits, no i love you more than gerkins, but not as much as the sun he is far superiour and so is steve, so im sorry you dont amount to them but you are more worthy then gerkins and thats alot by the way blogger if you were wondering, but what i was wondering, are you a male or a female?, what if i was to refure to you as an "it" isnt that rather rude?.... ill call you a he, if im wrong please let me know but now your sir blogger.

my hands have defrosted ... i think the typing has helped. infuture i think ill refrain from opening the air outlet at such a late time at night when its getting so close to winter. the monsters are also looking for homes at this time of year ... i best keep it shut.

i have a question... and im going to ask it... steve you will be ask i think you already know this tho, you give good answers and ... you did. but here goes .. when people talk in there heads and they get there answers themselves from there concious, do god belives think its god that is talking to them or helping them when they pray and " talk to him " like that? . . . i like the answer steve gave me thou ... > yes it is babes . . but as god created everything and knows everything you shouldnt need to pray because he knows everything about you already and knows what you're thinking.....he hates god but god goers you are thinking rubbish, you are then generaly talking to life itself. why thank you steve.

ive just noticed ... the red button on my sky remote must have been pressed even thou its on my sofa, how come its been pressed? .. god was it you? ... i think not, sir blogger? is that a no i hear in my concious maybe ill just forget about it and change the channel, thank you for tonight sir blogger, maybe we could do this again the same time tomorow? i can feel things that i want to talk about already, but ill save them for another day.