~ i dont speak to alan titchmarsh ~

what would life be like without music? do you think we would all have the style? ... music styles people, by looking at someone you can tell the music they listen to, or they type of person they are because the music type, why is this? hmmm why! ... i dont no but i would hate to be without music, i listen to it most of the day, its a mood setter and its ace, but yeh life without music wouldnt be right, it would be a mistake.

i wish our lives were like sky plus, i wish we could rewind moments, or replay something, if you take the wrong turning you could just rewind everything... and take the right one. if you said the wrong thing .. you could rewind it and say something better. i wonder how many times you have said something thats got to someone in a way you dont no of, i think that would be the best time to rewind, just grab the bleeb and rewind. i wish people would think something threw in what they say to you, some people are just total wankers the way they do things, some people would basicly tell you that they fancied your mate and then not realise what they have just said until later.. or maybe at all. but really if you reversed it maybe you would get a bit of a kick up with it but the bottom line and the top and the middle and even in every other position, you dont say stuff like that ... and ... thinking does alot of good. no one is clean about things they do, no 1 is perfect and everyday you relises that about everyone around you but people can be unperfect to be perfect. i hate people that are totally orginized, they take time to have a note book to jot things down for a ' to do ' list, dont waste your life making sure you are doing things that you are suposed to, if someone asks to do something with them and it will interfear with a schedule, its a no, there train has to run on time and the book is the stations, what jerks. you have to take you life as it come and take the good things, the things that you no you will enjoy at times, why do people always want to take sheep road, they all need to be there own people. otherwise.... your not a personality, your a sheep.
its horrible but true, my best mate is a sheep, she copys the latest person she thinks ' cool ' and she is the action go'er or them to, she will go out of her way to find a top just like them to look a bit similar, why.... i have asked her before, why do you have to follow someone elses actions to make your own? ... i hate sheeps, but i like my best mate... she is an exception, but she is getting worse, she needs to be her own person.

im laughing at people for there life place, im not in much of a life place, ive let mine take a break for a bit, but ... im gunna get back onto it, peoples life places are mainly worthless, they r shabby and a shit and not worth the time of day thinking of it, ill find something better than them all again, and come back on top again. this is the point where my head looks the size of africa, but least im trying to be my own person which is more than most people.

cut the tree down and call it my own ....