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ive spent tonight watching bbc2, the television company that really make us pay our tv licence, and the one that is going to end sooner or later. i watch the 911 cospiricy, it was nothing new to me, and as alot of people no, if you type into google, 911 mysterys, and look for the hour and half one, you will learn abit from just watching five minutes of it aswell as finding out the narators voice is the most annoying thing in the world, you make you own mind up about what you think went on. my opinion is the goverment did it, the building wouldnt colapes with planes crashing into it, if it had been built to with stand things like that.... there was work going on in the building where floors at a time where shut off, and banging and drilling went on when refits ect wernt planned, i supose that can be explained by anything though, there could have been air conditioning problems or something but i think there is to much evidence to say .. it was the goverment, stuff like that intrest me alot and scare the shit out of me, when it seems to me as though the goverment will just kill off people to make what they want to happen. just like the london bombings which i feel were goverment plotted, if you think back to what was going on with the goverment at the time ... would it just be a great thing if something distracted the publics attention and by the time the deverstation was over, the goverment was standing there with a smile on there face waiting for us all to play in there hands because we were all scared it could happen to us and our own families.

i could be all wrong, maybe i am, but its the way i see things on this, its only going to get worse, we all no it is, and its another reason why im getting out as soon as possible. i dont want to be stuck in a country that in the future will end up a worse shit hole than it already is.

well on that note... after the 911 program i watch the kurt cobain thing, i am a sucker for Kurt cobain, he is ace, he was craving fame but i think he did it in the most intresting way, well not really, but because he was quite, his words could mean a number of things he just well came across to be, something most people could relate to, all his songs were good to just realt something onto, ive read tons of books that are suposidly his biography each one state something different at the end for how he died... was it plotted by him? did he do it ? or did cortney do it? or someone else, no one will know bar a few people which i bet new about it, but he was a legend, and he didnt want to be forgotten or left alone, his music is something that will always be classed as unique and bands will copy and try and develop there sound and image to be like theres.