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Robbie T, he is a good mate to me, and is a producer of music that is well, off the hook! as he would say. garage music is good, garage music is ace and underground garage is fuckin amazing. he is going to go more than far and with the contacts he has yeh, he will be biiig! ... music is still a big thing to me, im one of these people that like to look for the meanings, the hidden meanings of why there actully singin it, not in the shitty produced music where the people who are singing havent written it but the music where the artist has written it for a meaning. im sad i no, but its ace i dont sit there with a pen and paper at the ready but i think about it when i listen to it,with being ill i havent been able to sing, which i didnt think would effect me that much but ive missed it quite abit, i wanted to go over to liffs this week and try some new stuff but i think im gunna have to wait until next week. but for the mean time ill stick with the husky voice that seems to fade out my voice after every sentance i say.

i have strict instructions about tonight given to me by tree stump, go out have a laugh, and pull anything that has a cute smile nice eyes and isnt a 2 tun tessy. i dont think it will be that hard, but yep i think im going to go for the instructions and follow them well. i need to get completely wasted, its the law, i need to get so drunk i would listen to toni blair talk about his arse for a month.

the andy thing.... fuck knows with the andy thing really, its like well i dont no what its like, i like him, i have feelings for him but yet i dont no what i want, im over the steve thing, it boils down to a pan of rice of he is a cunt that is self centred and has to be right, where as he isnt, so why be with him or even remotly think about him? well ive got my sights set on what i want and it was never planned to be set on the bahamas so im glad i have that all the way out of the picture, not my cup of tea, and i love to be in the atmoshpere something where people have a laugh and have the same sense of humour as me, i like you shoes.