~ a walk in the park ~

i feel like ive let my blogger down, i feel like ive havent really written anything for a while when really i have,well i apologize and i can only put it down to being to busy to write anything, in the past few days i have planned my future sort of my life and i feel like the wheels are in motion to the life that i want, i think i was correct about this year. a busy life style can be something healthy when you love what your being busy about. It looks like the media is going to be my career for the future and there on, im pretty excited about it, im more than excited and it feels so good, my stomach is filled with more than butterflys, it feels like its got happiness and love and just everything thats good in it.
My farther and i are back to mates, why? because i found out why, it was what he new would happen he said, you get a money grabber? correct. well my dad, your wise but i wish you had told me this all along, he is more than happy with whats going on now though, hmmm so everything is back on track as it was really, apart from the picture of the place i am going to is different, just a different place on the world, somewhere you wont get bored to easily i dont think and well its one of the best places in the world. i dont think i could hack the yes no, oh ov course, really i agree, lifestyle with making shitty dinner for someone, i would give up and find someone a little more exciting, maybe someone with more than simple jeans and plain t shirts, and maybe a few unique tattoos up there arms that are far from tacky . . . bring on the beach, and the fun and the sun i say and the nights i will never forget.

im still highly addicted to starbucks coffee, its becoming more and more of a need than a want, i think they have drugged me past the stage off adiction, give me a cappacuino with some chocolate on the top and a bit ov vanilla, mmm .....