~ koolio ~

well ... so much has happened in so little time. i came back from grosetto yesterday, its in tuscany in italy and i didnt want to come back, can you blame me though? its historic and fasinating, its got breath taking views and the weather is a bonus. aswell as the scrummy blokes that seem to just appear from everywhere. the week away made me relises alot of things, what i want, what i need and well it did its job but i still dont want to be home, i want to feel the warmth against my skin again, i want to be able to wake up in the morning look out my window and see the lizards run around in the grass below my window, i want to watch the sun set on the mountains surounding me and just have no worries at all around me, just the worry of what i am going to do today. then i returned home ... as soon as we touched down i new i was back to the smiley happy faces of people that had a bubble over there head just full of problems, the fast paced life here just makes people stressed, to touchy and upset and they rub it off onto everyone else, its super good! i got back to the problems of roddey and how he is such a twat, how people sit with a face like a smacked arse for the night in the pub then i relised... life sucks. no matter how you try to cover it up or forget about it, you always have some kind of shit to top your day your week or your year off. its total quality.