~ choice ~

is it just me or is most music the same, most lyrics are about the same thing, there mostly directed about love... why do people have to talk about the same thing?... arnt we suposed to try and be differnt from each other? its an easy subject to write and think about, probly because were all human, well i hope we all are, and our strongest most obsesive feeling and thought is about love. its mosts peoples target to be in love and be happy with someone... but yeh i get that, but why does most things have to be based on it? do people not just get sick of hearing the same old things, the same old words in a song that you no are coming.

i think that thought that has been going round my head is finally fading away, its about time, its like hitting your head against a brick wall when i think about it, its a downwards spirlel feelings like you have to sort of back off and relises things, but you dont, its your own concious and how it thinks. it must be peoples levels of paranoia, mine can be high at times but so can everyones on certain topics, at times you i wish i was one of these people that have the ' perfect ' life, no problems perfect things and a great job, but come on a jobs a joke, i understand people need money but do you not think people are starting to mix up what you actully need out of life with greed? ... a job gets in the pennys, the more pennys the better things you can buy, we all understand that, and we all understand the fact that you need a job threwout your life to maintain the pennys flow... but people are starting to put jobs infront ov there intire lives, infront of things that dont actully need money to be there. i hate the business type people that really only think of there job, in the start of a converstion to some one they state what there job is, or they like to boast, yeh everyone wants a job that they enjoy, but come on, we are made to have jobs, we were born on this planet with the job centre on the corner?... i think not. wake up you sad sheep relises that not everything evolves around sad little jobs, why worry about a job, why even care what people in that job think of you, there are millions of them just to bring in the coupons to exchange for good, in this sad competitive world people need more, and more, and more. i feel like asking the money robbing goverment to just pay people for a few weeks, and give them all time off, and make them actully relises there is more to there short lives than sitting at a peice of wood dressed like a twat.

i have seen a tattoo than i am totally drawn to, i dont no why i like it so much, infact i think its in a stupid place, but i love it, J.D fortune from INXS has wings on his arms, but i think there fantastic, not a peice that i would have myself but there in a really original place and are just ace.