~ smoking kills ~

how many coca colas would you have to have before your wee turned brown with bubbles? our kidneys arnt really that strong are they that they would fileter out the caramel from the cola before it leaves our bodys, i might give it a try and see what happens.
i was thinking before what would i do if i found out if it was my last day? ... i think i would go to metroland and play on the train that circulates the ' fairground' its only small, but it looks good fun and ive always wondered wether i should pluck up the courage to grab a mate and just get on it, but with it being my last day it doesnt really matter if i look stupid does it?. id also like to ride on the back of a whale like they do at sea world, that looks really fun, you can look as stupid as you want, but what does it matter!? ... i want to run down the platform of boring people at the train station and make stupid noises like we used to when we were little, and do the esculater pose. there is alot of things i would want to do, so i think i would have to have a few days notice before my last day to fit all the worthless things i would want to do in.

how negitive am i ? really to be honest most of my blogs i rekon are about moaning on, for gods sake i need to stop, im the old person at the bottom of the street that shouts at kids for there balls going in my garden, i just need my stick, the head scalf is already sorted. ill tell her to move out im coming to replace her.