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Have you noticed, the strongest memorys are of things at the time that seem quite pointless? or things at the time you wouldnt even recall wanting to remember, well thats what its like for me, i dont no about other people. for some reason as i drank my coffee today and look out the window at the moronic idiots passing my house to go to work, i remembered the first ever time i went fishing with my dad, he was showing me how to set up my rod and how to put the worms on the hook without dropping them as they wiggled around, the look on my dads face stood out the most, it was the look of being proud, just the farther face. i dont no what reason made that thought cross my mind, but it was one that had got lost in the filing cabnet of memories, as though it had been brought foward just to refresh that it was there, i love the memorys of when i was little, i love the ones where me and my dad are doing things together, he showed me loooads when i was little and still now i know how to do what he taught me to this day, from the biggest thing in my life riding, to fishing, to how find the best way to draw trees, and learning my times tables to the things he has taught me now, how to fix things, how to plaster, how to basicly build back up a wall, fit lights ect, if it wasnt for my dad i wouldnt no or enjoy the things i do now, its things i take for granted, and at the time of some things you think i crnt be bothered or can i not do it later. he is full of knowlege, he knows basicly everything, you name it he will no something about it and i love it, come to think of it ... i take my farther for granted, he is the best dad in the world, he is great, he does things for me other dads would just tell there kids no way, or hey would tell them to just get out of the way, everything i have done with my dad i remember him with the biggest smile on his face and the pacients of a saint, i no he is proud of me, but i would love my dad to see that i am proud to have him as my dad.

has the thought ever crossed your mind what people have done for you, no one else but you, a decision they have made themselves about you mainly to benifit you?. or have you ever given somethings up for someone or done something major for someone, i think when we do things major for other people they dont relises what you have actully done for them . . . . . .