~doorway~

if we zoom out on the earth from space, us as humans wont be visable, not even like an ant walking around, instead we are invisable, and the oceans and the dirt are what are shown, they were there before us and are still there, but have we ever really cared for what is here? have we ever cared for the animals that have big googily eyes that bulge and look rancid, all the animals that arnt cute and cuddly?, dus man kind expect to run this planet till the end of time, if so why doesnt it deicide to do what it can to make the healing of things that have been effected in things that have distroyed parts of our planet? why spend our money coupons on more things to blow the planet up if we plan to live here for a long time? recovery is a must in anything and is needed in everything that happens in this world that seems to get smaller every other day, if we dont give recovery options what will be left of us?

ive given up smoking, not completely ... well not just yet, i do enjoy smoking, but knowing that every little white stick or in the case of super king size the large white sticks are 5 minutes rufly off your life, that 5 minutes could be spend playing monopoly, or even pondering over which brand of cereal to buy, its not good for me, and i can feel it in my body, i feel like my lungs have reduced in size, they must be the size of a packet off cigarettes themselves now, i will become a social smoker, and as for the large collection of lighters i have managed to somehow collect over time, i may just start to collect fireworks instead.