~ altec ~

fuck its been ages since ive wrote in here, well infact its been ages since ive even looked at a computer for personal use, ive been busy, well fuckin far to busy, and the constant going out after and wenever i can bit really isnt healping but all i can call it is im not spending my life sitting on the curb, im just doing what the fuck i want when the fuck i want to .... best way eh? ... i supose i always have looked at life like that but this time im getting closer and closer to saying the things to people that run threw my head when there stand there infront of my and all i want to do is rip there insides out, its feelings better now tho not having to think about holding it back as i said i dont give a shit. i think sleep deprivation for the past 3 days has kicked in pretty well, its got to the point were the tablets to keep you awake are just notworking anymore, but i cant say that the drugs dont work. they work well and there working to there best advantage until the comedown kicks in .... lets have some pie .