~ marker pen ~

you never leave broken hearts behind and this shows all the love that you give you feel,
and everytime you talk to me i no, all the words you say you mean,
and when your heart is beating with mine, i cant expalin it,
dont no how to say it how you make me feel, never been so high like this before,

the lover in you is the touch that i feel when your lieing next to me buring inside,
one moment with you is the love that we feel,
everytime i feel you breathe,
and when your lips are fighting mine you find a way of loosing time coz the lover in you is the man that i need to belive in the woman in me

theres somehting in the way that you move in my mind is almost more than i can take,
and when you kiss me how you do everytime just hold me closer coz i cant wait,
i never new how far i could fall, i cant control it baby and you no it,
you are my deisre and you keep me coming back for more.

the lover in you is the touch that i feel when your lieing next to me buring inside,
one moment with you is the love that we feel, everytime i feel you breathe,
and when your lips are fighting mine you find a way of loosing time coz the lover in you is the man that i need to belive in the woman in me

now that i am here inside your arms laying in the dark, theres no where in this world id rather be, you and me is all that i need

the lover in you is the touch that i feel when your lieing next to me buring inside,
one moment with you is the love that we feel, everytime i feel you breathe,
and when your lips are fighting mine you find a way of loosing time coz the lover in you is the man that i need to belive in the woman in me

~ tie my arm ~

it dont matter what your friends say,
im gunna love you anyway,
ths is how i feel just a measure of what you mean to me,
so why do you talk to your freinds about what we do with who and when
it really shouldnt matter baby, lets get it together baby,

you no ill be there when ever you need me,
coz you no that well stand the test of time,
there will be no arguments about what you heard dont wanna hear the word,

boy your the one, you should no that a heart cant fake it,
yes your the one and i wont let them break this, your the one,
that i need when the mornin wakes me, the only one, that will ever be the only one

was hoping we could fly away a safe a relaxing play to stay,
wont you come hom ein the evening, that is the way im feeling now,
all thats caught up in your mind we will throw away depending on what we find,
coz idont wanna loose ya baby, we gotta stay together baby

its now or never, it can only get better, and yes i no that well stand the rest of time, well prove them wrong keep holding on, theres really nothing wrong,

you no ill be there when ever you need me,
coz you no that well stand the test of time,
there will be no arguments about what you heard dont wanna hear the word,
boy your the one, you should no that a heart cant fake it, yes your the one and i wont let them break this, your the one, that i need when the mornin wakes me, the only one, that will ever be the only one

how could i not love you, you give me strength when things get to much, when im down, your there to turn my world around it doesnt matter what is said and done coz baby you no that ...

boy your the one, you should no that a heart cant fake it
, yes your the one and i wont let them break this, your the one,
that i need when the mornin wakes me, the only one, that will ever be the only one

~ iron rino ~

everytime i try to talk to you,
you give the same old lines that youve got other things to do,
now listen to me now, and tell me whats it gonna be,
coz i dont wana keep on crying to every love song i hear,
ive tried so many times to denie that anything was wrong,
but i no somewhere along the line i lost you,
and i keep on thinging thats there more that i could have done,
so tell me why love had to leave us this way,

and now your standing right next to me but your a million miles away,
and i cant get throught to you at all ,
and your shutting me out and it seems like you a million miles away,and i can get throught to you,

i keep on trying to find somethings to do,
anything just aslong as im not thinking about you,
but i the way i feel is the way you feel to,
there is nothing more to say, we should cut thing loose,
coz im loosing sense of who i am each and every day,
we need to put a stop to these games that we play,
coz we say things just to hurt one another, and we just cant go on like this,

now your standing right next to me but your a million miles away,
but i cant get through to you at all,
and your shutting me out but it seems like your a million miles away ,
and i just cant get through to you,

everyday i can feel you slipping away,
and i dont think we could make it right this time,
i used to think everything we could get through,
what ever happened to me what ever happened to you,

and now your standing right next to me,
and your a million miles away and i cant get through to you at all,
and your shutting me out and it seems like you a million miles away,
and cant get thought to you,
i can get thought to you,
your a million miles away, a million miles away and i cant get through to you at all ...

~ crust ~

she didnt seemed to no id seen her before,
she got turned away pushed out the door,
to tired to fight she lives her life all on her own,
shes always in a hurry she got some somewhere to go,
but will she ever get there only heaven knows,
this lady in grey ill wonder if i ever see you again,

ohh she crys, silent tears begin to fall from her eyes,
shes had enough, shes not that tough,
i often wonder what what wrong in her life,

she walk away she would love to stay,
she knows that is gettin late,shes got bills to pay,
the look on her face how can i complain about my life,
she walks away with her heart in chains,
its obvious to anyone that its to late to change,
shes never late how can i complain about my life,

i wondered what her dreams were and what she wanted to be,
i wondered if she had any children and has she seem them latley,
its always to much, she aint even realy got her mind,

i had something in common with this woman i saw i dont no what it is,
but deep down im sure theres more it took a while to see, that parts of me feel just like her,
ohh thats rite, it sure is tough but you just got to survive, shes had enough,and its gettin rough whos gunna miss her whens shes past on by,

she walks away but shed love to stay, she knows that is getting late,
has got her bills to pay, the look on her face i can not complain about my life,
she walk away with her heart in chains,
its obvious to anyone its to just to late to change shes never late,
how can i complain about my life,

i can belive what its like for you, ill never no until im in your shoes, so much more to you than the eye can see so insperational the way you take it all i never new i could learn so much from you,

she walks away but shed love to stay, she knows that is getting late,
has got her bills to pay, the look on her face i can not complain about my life,
she walk away with her heart in chains,
its obvious to anyone its to just to late to change shes never late,
how can i complain about my life, .

~ thin doors ~

i love storys in the press .. you really need to look at this and watch the video http://uk.news.yahoo.com/28032007/397/tube-bosses-slam-escalator-ski-stunt-0.html ...
some dude decided to jump the excalators in a london tune station and made it pretty well... big up to the dude is all i can say, we need more unique people about, yes we all know its dangerous, but if its dangerous its fun right? well in most cases, so fun is what we all need in our pointless lives. so watch it and be amused, if he had hurt himself it would be his own fault though so dont decided to be an old person and say its wrong.

I want some Banksy artwork of my own, but thats easier said than done if anyone out there actully knows how much this stuff sells for, sometimes saying hundreds of pounds is an understatement even to just get a decent print of the complete materminds work is at a hefty price of between 50 ans 100 pounds 4 one picture, it was about 4 times the size of average penis size. i think its time to be nice to my parents, my birthdays in a few months and hmmm i have to have one of these things.

~ fluffy box lid ~

i wipe the sleep outa my eyes and lord you no i need a break,
wont some one come and help me add someone to share the weight,
coz i crnt take, man i crnt do this on my own,
i need some brothers in my arms some one to help me sing my songs,
coz makin calls aint my strong suit ,
i just like to roll along and i crnt wait, to get back out there on the road.

why do i waste my fucking time,
oh why do i waste my fucking time,
why do i waste my fucking time,
yeah why do i waste my fucking time,

theres this girl down at the bar im sure she is giving him the eye,
dont no if should even talk to her, not sure if i should even try,
and i crnt wait man i crnt wait to get bak home,
oh she is where pretty purfume reminds me of someone else,
im sure theres something that she is hidin something that she will never tell,
man i cant wait, i cant wait to get back home

why do i waste my fucking time,
oh why do i waste my fucking time,
why do i waste my fucking time,
yeah why do i waste my fucking time,

if you put me on the high way you wont see for dust,
coz i crnt take these city lovers i need some 1 i can trust,
and i crnt wait, man i crnt wait to get back home,
oh and the city broke my heart but the country got my soal,
im 27 might aswell be fuckin 55 years old,
but i cant wait man,i cant wait to get back home,

oh why do i waste my fucking time,
why do i waste my fucking time,
yeah why do i waste my fucking time,
why do i waste my fucking time,
oh why do i waste my fucking time,

~ you hairy arm ~

So close.

well i woke up on a monday with the mornin streamin in,
and i roled over just like i always do,
coz wen i sleep i keep forget that you dont live here no more,
and when i wake i keep on think of you,
so ill be walking down the streets with myself as company,
for so long ive been gettin ready to die,
and the girl up in the store said you dont come round here no more
and she aint seen you for quite some time, quite some time,

oh baby where did you go,
when the lights went off and theres nobody home,
where did you go, yeh baby we got so close
oh darlin where did you go the lights went off and theres aint nobody home,
where did you go, oh baby we got so close


ive got my finger on the trigger got your number in my phone i wanna call,
i wanna say come on baby come on over,
when i hear the bells ringin i here my devil start to sing,he is singing your angel he aint home,
so you can find me on the street where ive been draggin ma feet,
yeah ive been draggin them round all nite,
ive been back up the store and that girl dont work there no more,
she aint been working there for quite sometime, quite sometime,

oh baby where did you go, when the lights went off and theres nobody home,
where did you go, yeh baby we got so close
oh darlin where did you go the lights went off and theres aint nobody home,
where did you go, oh baby we got so close


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the city.

well its raining down on park way, the nights are closing in,
and jimmys on the pavement and matty stinks of gin,
hes been fighting on the corner, the bars are kicking out,
the people stops and stair, theres nothing draws a crowd like a crowd in the city,
jill is on a night shift she starts at half past ten,
i see her every night at 3 o clock sitting with a coffee and a ciggerette,
then she fixes up her lipstick coz she got to get paid,
going to save it up, and get out of the city some day,

get out of the city, if i keep my money, oh to myself,
coz this is city life, this is how it feels,
come on up to my window come and come on and sit with me,
baby this is city life, this is how it feels,
so come up to my window, come on and stair with me,

well old macky gets the papers every day at 5 am and never crossed over,
and he never makes himself no friends ,
hes been her since 55 you can see it in his eyes ,
if i could do all the things again then maybe nothing would change,
maybe i could stay alive , maybe i could stay alive,

if i could keep my head, if i could keep my head to the ground,
coz baby this is city life, this is how it feels,
so come on up to my window come on and sit with me,
baby this is city life, this is what you see,
so come on up to my window come on and stay with me.

~ greyhound ~

im always on about music and how its " important" ... i think its just more important to me that to others, you all have different type of tune right? ... theres certain peoples lyrics that leave my hairs on end and music should do that, no shit that really doesnt have a meaning and are produced by a producer and produce something so robotic like girls aloud. i think thats why the legends to me like patty griffin and mraz just have more than meaning in there lyrics. ive been asked to cover a song that i think ismeaning full to myself, so ive picked one that has seemed to help me through a rough patch, i supose most people have a song that in a way helps them right? ... i recomend you download it, and listen to the words not just the tune, i supose thats the misake alot of people make with some music, if they no what its well, truely about, or what it means, the song becomes different. im gunna cover pattry griffin let him fly ... its a total pieceful song, i think the kind to listen to when its all slient and your lieing in bed, you get to think about it properly and it becomes sorta more than a song, i supose ive chosen it because it makes me think and relises things, and at the time it helped me threw what was happening.

~ ship shop ~

i think the view from where i am standing is full of starbucks coffee, baggy clothed men, and a religion of riding and singing. that seems to be my life at the moment, not that im complaning, aswell as the round the clock editing, that seems to have taken my mind and body even at 4 in the morning.
if found that my facination with tattoos and piercings is growing rapidly, a little strange i think?... i supose everyones different tho ay? .... i want a masterpiece tho, something a total work of art that wen im old and wrinkely will age with me and still look good to all them in the comunity centre, ill be a hip and hop granny.
i gave the quite smoking a try again, it seems to be failing misseribly... to badly infact ... so i think ill stop and just try and cut down even more, it used to be looked upon as normal, now smokers are devils we are evil to all, we should all be band! our toes and fingers cut off and left to go mental without any . . . we dont complain about things that non smokers do ... hmm im not sure what they do, but we dont complain... i think i might go and light myself up a death stick and injoy it to the max. death sticks all the way .... rock on.
ive hurt my leg .. its quite bad actully ... butterfly stitches dont really seem to work on this one, i think maybe the needle and thread will come and and pull me back together, but for the meantime i think ill just keep it wrapped up, humans should have an extra skin layer, why didnt god thing of that?... i think ill call tonight off and maybe go next week if can be bothered, or if im not washing my shoes.

i think im guna post some of my songs on here again ... they are more of how i feel at the moment, im thinkin of settin up the myspace music account but im still not 100% i think ill see how it goes ... music is the best way to things.

seeing as i am a girl and its now an uproar in most places of the world, the size zero ... my personal opinion of why girls are getting in such a state is men and fashion but mainly men, they have a fixed picture in there mind that men want the thin and non fat person, we all want ourselves to be like that, but to just let them no, a decent man will not be found with using that technique! ... i wouldnt like to be able to see my ribs so clearly and i dont think alot of men would like to feel there partners ribs when they cuddle them. but fashion doesnt help, there models are getting smaller so the sheep of the woman socitey are getting worse, bar the woman that have problems, they dont do it for a reason i supose...

god i think im just guna ramble on today just like always, but i love this thing, its great i can moan away just writing without having to bore people, the only people that will read this is if they want to ... so its optional.

My mates got me into the weird side of life more than i was, i just want people go cheak out 'mels hole' no this isnt a porno or something like that even tho i think alot of you would injoy it. but its one of the weirdest things ive really ever heard of and im still in the sway of what to actully believe, but really what ever you do, you have to listen to it!. ive always been into the odd things in life, the things that are un explainable, because well they intrest me because i think you want to no the reason behind it all? the weirder it is, the more ill be intrested it, i love the ghost side of life i really want to no what it is, ive heard loads of explanation of what they are and what there doing but i supose you have to make your own mind up. ive heard that ghosts are just a visual video of the important things about or reason the ghost is there, and the emotion was so strong that its stayed there, ive heard that poltergist activity is actully caused by yourself, and your own energy, i think there is about 50 or 60 different excuses of what they are. but it gives you something to wonder about and for your brain to keep active with.

i cant play other peoples songs on a gutair but i can play my own... i think its because you make your tune, hmmm its strange but its annoy me, i think im going to have to make some crazy person teach me some proper songs even tho, well ... i supose i dont need to play there songs do i bar my own?

ive just been informed that my mother and farthers good friend that lives right by st tropez is having a birthday bash! i fucking hate them words together, birthday bash! its like all the other words i hate ... cardy ... puddy and all the others, i think everyone has words they hate, but anyway get back to the point, he wants us to go over there to celebrate, part of me really wants to go, but only for the reasons of johnny depps house is situated about half a mile away from him, its nice weather and .... thats about it, the other sides that make me want to stay put is the fact as ill be more than likely bored out of my tescos trolley, maybe i might meet a dashing young chap! i think ill let them go themselves.

~ kaplunk ~

i think one of the most secretive and strangest part of history that we dont have a clue about is the egyptians. it stretched to places like italy ect and things were built and made that today cant be explained. hmmm why dont we no much about it? ... why didnt they pass there trade of workmanship down to there relitives, its like things just stopped with them all, the kings and pharos, its like it all faded out, no, it was like it just stopped!. why did it just stop? ...
it was something, and some what of a lifestyle that was exstravgent, thousands of people helped build the pyramids, people lived around them and it was rich apartly in gold. so why has it just disapeared. you would think if something like that around you happened, you would know about it for years, you would have family stories about how your great great grandfarthers uncles ect... built the pyramids, or how they gave something to the king. but nope, nothing.
no one really knows what things read in the writing, or what the pictures truely mean, but they have an idea but not a full idea.
apartly some of the mummys when they found them where decapitated, even the children, but how come they only did this to some of them, they apartly think its because of a family problem that just carry on ...
its as though people had forgotten about everything that was there, but how could you forget something like that, its like the only information that you get is from the stuff on the walls, why isnt there so much more?! ...
i loved how the people that were from the city that had built houses above places they believe to be above tombs used to dig into there basements to find things, and lawfully it was rightfully theres, so everytime they were skint ... they would did in the basement and find something made of gold to sell ....
i still really want to go to egypt to just see what the place is like, i would love to go into a pyramid to actully see the work they had done with my own eyes and how slaves had made something so big and so exact so long ago its something that is totally and utterly crazy! ...

my downloadin stuff has seem to come to a hault, im not sure why though, i think maybe it might think ive had enough of getting songs for free, it just wont connect to the thing we call the interent, why is this, why has it happened, god is that you playing with my connection so i cant download any songs ... who ever you are, im not impressed you waziks.

ive got a 450 again ... and hmmm its like a bull on speed, i dont no what it is but i think i have bikes ridin through my blood, it doesnt feel right when i dont ride, but my wrist still isnt 100% right, it can move but it hurts, but im giving it some stick, its 2 months off another comp and i think i might push stuff to enter it, new faces are there now and i love compition, who doesnt?
i think it must be time to keep my ridin back uptop.

~ nesbit ~

i have something to tell you all... it harsh words, im sorry i do apologise, but if you have seen the video for paolo nutini's brand new shoes, then you will relise that he has some strange hunch, im just wondering if this is just a feature in the video or if the wide mouthed man has always had a strange hunch when he strolls around the streets singing about brand new shoes?...

my blogger hasnt blogged and i wished he had, he write shit that makes sense, but well, i think il just have to wait ...

music front ... its going ace, seriously ace, i didnt think people here would well like it as much, but they do, but i think its kept in the dark from the other music scenes. im still in need of putin some new strings on my guitar but i think im guna have to get someone to show me how... i love music.